Random Thoughts

Rant session:

Don't tell me these things anymore. I can't stand hearing these things. Why? I'm not sure. Maybe I'm jealous. Stop telling me these things. I think I'll go crazy. You know what, I'm jealous okay. You're better off telling someone else these things. I'm sorry I couldn't be a better friend for you but you have no idea how awkward this is.

Glad to have sem break. I need to clear my head.

review classes start next week. FUDGE. Not ready to study during summer man. haha. I will die.

I miss so many people right now. It just really sucks. I don't want this summer to end. I feel like it's happening so fast. It's already may! :|

Summer has been amazing so far. I've been going out as much as I can and making every second of it count. :) I figured since this is sorta like my last summer of high school I should make it worth it. I've enrolled in gc and have training five times a week. Can it get any better than that :)

My cousin and her family will be staying in the house next door for the rest of summer. I'm really happy she's there cause I get to bond with her and my younger sister as well. We have this weird little barkada thing going on. haha. Last night we walked around the village and chilled in the park for a while. It was nice to just relax and bond with them. I missed goofing off with them.

Actually, I miss a lot of people right now. I wanna talk to them and bond with them. Catch up. I feel like I haven't seen them in such a long time. :( It's good that I still have the rest of summer to make plans with them :)

I just know this summer will be great :).

Anyway, I better go and get ready for training :| haha. I'm still in pain. :| oh well. byee!

I decided to just blog and update my LJ. I actually miss doing that.:) So anyway, a lot happened since I last updated this thing and I mean a lot. There were all these ac events which were really interesting (aka varsity night and legacy), people popping into our lives just in time and all the challenges.

ACDT kicks butt big time :)) I really love our coach! He is not only one of the best dancers I've laid my eyes on but is also an amazing teacher. Thanks to him we have improved so much and it's really something I'm grateful for. :) and what's weird is that he takes care of two dance teams which must be really time consuming and challenging. I don't know how he can come up with all those great dances. I must admit that they (airforce :) ) have really really gotten so much better. As in WHOA. haha. Maybe it's cause I'm somewhat biased to them na. haha

Training with them and them being so supportive to us really is encouraging. Plus I've made new friends on the way. :)

What's in store for JAN 2009.
So what's happening now is that there's this dance competition and only 12 people got picked. It's scary as hell but pretty exciting. I can't wait to get back to training.

Oh but you know what makes things way more interesting is that it's on the same day as our prom. :o GASP haha. That would be one hell of a day. Oh and did I mention PROM. HAHA. I can't stop thinking about it. It's actually such a fun process to go through but kinda stressful. haha.

Update on that:
Prom dress: I already have a design and someone to make it at a pretty good price. Thing is I'm not sure if they can pull off what I want. Just believe nalang. :)

Prom date: HAHA. uhm still working on that one as well. :)) I'm a mess about that and I'm dying of anxiety waiting for the right time to ask. TIME IS SO SLOW so yeah :| haha. Wish me luck! I swear if he says no I'll just crawl up in a hole and die x_x hehehe. Pray and believe. :) haha

I guess that's pretty much all I have to say for now. :)
tata for now =))

1.Where are you? I thought you'd always be here with me... guess not.
2.Why am I not surprised? What am I suppose to say? I'm disappointed? What can I do about it? I won't hate you. I don't ever wanna hate anyone and I definitely wont start with you.
3. I don't understand. Just crawl up in a hole and die.
4. I'm obsessed and I don't know why. It's such a shame what happened.
5. You are so distracting. Amazing and I forget what to do sometimes.
6. You're a bully haha. Good at what you do but I think you bully people.
7. What am I gonna do about you? I don't want things to get anymore weirder than it already is.
8. You're really something. I can always go to you no matter what and feel comfortable. Glad you're there :)
9. Maybe you don't exist. I'm getting impatient trying to find you.
10. I never realized how lucky I am. Thanks for everything. I wish I could show you how much I appreciate everything.

-The Dark Knight
-300
-POTC
-POTC 2
-Blades Of Glory
-The Pestige
-Madagascar
-Troy
-Hancock
-KungFu Panda
-X-men 1

Lalang I'm getting really bored memorizing the Bathala thing for fil. I think I'll sleep now cause I'm tired :|

It was fun and a little dragging but whatever. A lot of new memories.

Anyway, today was the 1st day of school and whoa it was weird to see our school with all these odd changes (I'm happy about the fact we now have a fruitshake stall though :D) Our CA seems to be strict but she also seems pretty ok I guess? Oh well. I really don't like the color of all the chairs and some of the windows. It's a weird kind of brown. I prefer the old color. Dark brown and green windows.

I don't like new floor of the plenary hall because it feels so uneven and looks kinda like dirty kitchen/bathroom tiles. And they took out the stage :O.

Everything's changing and it's a little hard to accept but I guess it won't be that bad. Also, I can't believe I will be turning 16 this friday... Thinking about being another year older just makes me...ugh... feel sad. Maybe it's cause I don't wanna grow up too fast. I'm afraid of having to be more responsible and not being able to mess around as much as before. I just feel uncomfortable and I'm not sure why.

:O Oh oh! and I just found out that Dance Troupe is only accepting TEN 10 TEN 10 TEN 10 people daw?! :O is that for real? I'm so nervous now... :| holy moly. I really wanna get in. I just have to dance as soon as possible because dancing in my room is unacceptable. No space to move whatsoever. :)) I crash into everything. I need to express myself. haha. I hope this school year brings out the best of me.

Anyhow, my mom's calling me to help her out in the kitchen. Bye for now. :)

<(^_^<) <(^_^<) okie so it's been forever since I last updated so yeah. Dude can I just share how annoyed I am. I've been waking up at 7 in the morning a lot! :(( and not cause I choose to. Yesterday my dad called my cellphone like 5 times and when I would pick up no one was there. :| He didn't lock his phone so I guess he accidentally pressed it over and over again. :(( Today my sister woke me up. How? By playing the music in the iHome real LOUD. -__- gosh, is this practice for getting up early for school or something.

Anyhow,

I feel kinda sad cause it's the last week of summer and then school starts. O_O Not that I don't like school. It's just that this year I have to do my best and actually understand everything :(( rawr... :| oh well. Better make this last week of summer worth it then. Can't wait to start dancing again. That is if I get in acdt again. :D I'm a little nervous. Wish me luck! :D hehe. anyway, going out again later at jessie's house for a "movie marathon". We NEVER do those things :)) Someone will always comment or ruin the mood of wanting to watch movies. Haha. I wonder how this will turn out. Anyway, I feel my dancing bone tickling me so I better get moving. :)) haha. I'm so lame.:| bye :P

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

Mmmm... I like milk chocolate. :D

You Are Paper

Crafty and creative, you are able to adapt freely to almost any situation. People tend to underestimate you, unless they've truly seen what you are capable of. Deep down, you're always scheming and thinking up new plans. Your mind is constantly active. You are quite capable of anything you dream of. You can always figure out a way to get what you want. You can wrap a rock person up in your sheet of trickery. A scissor person can sneak up and cut you to pieces. When you fight: No one can anticipate your next move If someone makes you mad: You'll attack them mercilessly when they're unprepared

:|

Your Quirk Factor: 41%

You're a pretty quirky person, but you're just normal enough to hide it. Congratulations - you've fooled other people into thinking you're just like them!

this just makes me laugh :)) I dunno why though :))

You Are Japanese Food

Strange yet delicious. Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.

yay sushi :D

You Are a Sweet Person

When it comes to snacks, you're more likely to grab some candy than heat up a pizza. There's a good chance you're female (women prefer sweet snacks)... Or at least, you prefer to be in the company of women. Your tastes are simple and predictable. You are young at heart. You tend to crave food you can just grab and eat.

Oh boy =)) that's a problem then. craving for food that I can just grab and eat is bad! :|

You Are a Jigsaw Puzzle

You are a complex person, although at first glance you seem quite simple. Your personality is comprised of many interesting and distinct pieces. You are captivating and often visually interesting. You can be seen from many angles.

I'm complex? :|

You Are a Strawberry

You are friendly, outgoing, and well liked by many people. You are popular, but there's nothing you ordinary or average about you. You a very interesting person, and you have many facets to your personality. Sometimes you feel very conflicted. Your different sides of your personality pull at you. You are a very sensual and passionate person. You are fiery... you can't help it. In general, you keep your passionate side under wraps. You are only wild in private.

I'm a strawberry! :)) yummy

I'm currently in Bakersfield LA. :D I'm leaving this Sunday and I'll be in the Philippines Tuesday morning.:O I lose a day :( oh well. hehe. How's everyone? :O I haven't talked to you guy in 2 1/2 weeks! :(( awww... anyway, I've done lots of shopping :O which is something impossible for me :| Went to Orlando then Las Vegas. :D hehe. Have lots of kwento when I get back :D. miss you all. :)

Because I am very bored and cannot fall asleep due to my sickness even though I'm very very tired from walking all day in Epcot I will after a long time of not posting in my LJ finally post. Plus, the internet is for free in this hotel :D and so very cool since the tv is the monitor and I use a wireless keyboard. :D so cool... hehe.

I'm in Orlando and will be spending 8 nights here. I actually arrived at Bakersfield L.A. 1st and spent 2 nights there. Haha I thought it was Bakersville. X_x hehe. Anyway, then after Orlando I'm going to Las Vegas and spend 3 nights then back to Bakersfield again. :D

Today:

I woke up at 6 in the morning because we had to catch a bus going to epcot.I couldn't sleep well cause of sickness. :(( It's ruining my vacation I hate it :(... anyway, my family and I walked our asses off the whole day and rode all these rides and watched stuff. It's pretty kiddie though. I can't wait for the big roller coasters :D but I'm praying that i won't be sick by that time. It wasn't as crowded. I guess it's cause the kids here are all still school. OMG, I'm so lame =)) cause there were moments when I actually fell asleep! :)) hehehe.

Anywayy... I'm bored and tired and I always wake up in the middle of my sleep. :| boo.

So yeah, thats it for now my dad wants to watch tv :)) bye :D Miss you all :C I'm homesick haha

Your Mind is Green

Of all the mind types, yours has the most balance. You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver. You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).

haha I have a GREEN mind =)) I wouldn't say I have a balanced mind but I agree with the I thinking about the future, philosophy and relationships stuff.

Your Thinking is Abstract and Random

You are flexible, adaptable, and creative. There's many ways that you can learn - and you're up for any of them. You relate well to other people, and you do well working in groups. You can help people communicate together and work with each other's strengths. You don't work well with people who are competitive or adversarial. You prefer to work toward a common goal... not toward conflicting goals.

I am very random :P hehe

Stolen from Gisella

GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP
POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP

FOR GIRLS - About guys,
Turned ON, OFF,or DC(Don't care):

Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you: OFF. Dude, it's really weird. Maybe if we had the same height I could deal with that.
Wears braces: DC. Braces will have to come off sooner or later :P and it only means he'll have better teeth. :D
Has blue eyes: DC. Can I stare into them for hours? :>
Has hazel eyes: DC. Same question as the one for blue eyes. :P
Drinks alcohol too much: DC. Depends. As long as it doesn't lead to any health problems or drunk driving.
Smokes: OFF. I can tolerate it but I hate it. That will definitely cause conflict.
Plays sports: ON. An athlete is H-O-T :> :> :> A big bonus would be if he had a great body :> :>:>
Smiles a lot: ON. :) I like people who smile a lot. It makes me smile :P... well, it depends though cause if it was like the way joker smiles then forget about it. :l
Calls you just to say Hi: ON. I would love that. :l who doesn't like that?
Compliments you: ON. Like music to my ears :D
Good dancer: ON. Crap, I'll drool and join him everytime he dances :>
Wears jewelry: DC. As long as it's not girly.
Smiles when you walk in the room: ON. KILIG! :>:>:>:>
Has brown hair: DC
Has Black hair: DC
Has blonde hair: OFF. Hmm... It's not really something I would want.
Has Red hair: OFF. I haven't seen any really attractive male with red hair :l
Makeup: DC. If you mean make-up like stage make-up when you perform then I guess that's ok
Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON. definitely ON. :D
Loyal: ON. Obviously :l
Plays guitar: ON. If he learns to play a song for me <333 :D
Plays drums: DC.
Sing: ON. :>:>:> sing for me haha :>
Has buff (muscles): ON. :>:>:>
He can draw: DC.
Easily jealous: DC. :> I think it shows he cares if he gets jealous :>
Doesn't eat meat: DC.=l
Doesn't eat vegetables: OFF.:l I know I'm not exactly a vegetable lover but he needs to eat veggies :P
Has tattoo: OFF. hmm.. maybe hena (spelling?)
Has lip ring:OFF.
Has tongue ring:OFF.
Honest and open: ON. A MUST.
Goes to church: ON.:)

Today was the 1st day of school back from Christmas break. =I it was okay but somewhat useless since we didn't learn much. I'm just glad that I won't be using up most of my time infront of the tv anymore :D (haha wait till Summer comes XP). We were informed that our seating arrangement would be changed tomorrow. :O And well that just sucks! :'( I love where I sit and I'm surrounded by very very nice friends :P but I guess there's no use in feeling bad about it. Plus,it's good way to get closer to some of my classmates which isn't at all bad =)

Nadine and Issa were absent today =( we missed you... I think :)) Kidding! :P of course we did :D.

oh oh! Can I just share I love Ne-yo =) Like that's anything new haha. I just love ALL his songs. I cannot believe I have not found a single song that he made which I didn't like/love :D I'm crazy about his song Go On Girl <333 =) lalang. It played on shuffle iTunes.

Hmmm... I have a feeling January will be a month full of activities :D We have the AC fair on Jan 19-20 and our Soph night MIGHT happen (doubt it though, it's a bit too late to organize it for this month), field trip! :D haha is it really going to be with our dads? :l now that is really something interesting. oh! and auditions for Dance celeb (how do you spell this? :]]) is tomorrow! ahhh...:( I'm so nervous because I really wanna get picked to perform for it :D Only around 12 people will be choosen and that's out of around 30 people! :O Wish me luck! :)

Oh crap, I just remembered report card day happens next week! :(( haha. I'm d-e-a-d. x_x. I really hope my grades didn't go down. =(

Will you look at the time :O it's quarter to 11. :O I should sleep now so I won't be so tired and cranky when I go to school tomorrow. Till next time :)

My body needs to rest but my mind is so restless therefore I decided to do this 15 things thingy.

Oh uhm no asking me who's who and try not to get paranoid and crap :)).

( 15 things I might never say to your face )

Thank God! I can't believe 2nd term is over and now on to the final term of 2nd year. I'm trying not to think about it though and trying to enjoy the final free hours I have before school tomorrow.

Anyhow :)
Apparently I got "thinner" which would be good I guess... thing is I'm pretty sure I'm going to gain back the weight again which sucks =(. Funny thing is that week I ate a lot of chocolate to keep me up to study for exams so yeah. :)) what did I do right to lose weight? :D

oh well :)) anyway I'm gonna dance or move around to music now so yeah... :D hehe. til next time :P

I haven't been getting enough rest and I don't like one bit about it. Term Exam Week is this Thursday and I'm going to be staying up all night studying so if I can't sleep now I'll be too tired to stay up to study. Crap, that sucks. =[

Hmm... Have you ever gotten this heavy feeling that something's going to happen but you just don't know if it's good or bad? You have no idea exactly what will happen but you feel it in your gut.

Do you prepare yourself for the worse? Or do you hope for the best?

How do you prepare yourself for the unknown? ah.. =( I wish I could open my head up and pull out all these thoughts. I wish I could forget all these things and remember the best things in life. rawr. oh well

Omg, Christmas is so near but I don't feel the xmas spirit. I didn't even buy gifts yet. I'm no good at getting gifts for people -__- I don't like this at all. My life is so boring haha.

Anyway, I'm going to try to be responsible and do grammar =)

Hello people,

I'm so annoyed because I barely got any sleep. haha I slept at 3 am and had a nightmare so I woke. I tried to go back to sleep but before I knew it my mom woke me up cause we were going to the farm for breakfast. oh well, I got sleep a little and I guess I'll make up for it later. Hopefully no more nightmares =I please.

Anyway, today was spent doing absolutely nothing that productive. hmm.. I haven't even finish my schoolwork. How irresponsible :O. I'll finish it later :)) :D


OMG BANGSAL'S HEARTBROKEN!? WHATSSSS....and now she doesn't like me anymore because I thought the chicken broke her heart o_O..oh well! :)) kidding

I love you Bangsal! You know I'm just hyper and joking around :D.. or maybe not :O :>

okie I have no idea why I'm so hyper and strange. Must be the chicken I had for dinner....wait...o_O

I'm weird.. nevermind :)) :P

How my day went yesterday:

I woke up at 6 in the morning so I tried going back to sleep. I woke up at 7 then slept again THEN woke up and finally gave up on trying to go back to sleep. My sleeping patterns have been whack lately. I've been waking up so early during the weekends. So anyway, =I Talked to Bangsal and heard her parents and sister freaking out about the whole going to rockwell with just two guys and jessie.:)) 'Bangsal's going on a date' :)) haha. Can't wait to see the day where Bangsal actually goes on a date :>. hehe

I found out during lunch I could go to rockwell so since I had nothing better to do I decided to go. Met up with Bangsal and Jessie at the cd store and from there we went off to the arcade to kill time waiting for Nadine, Jelo and Jet. Jessie being R-I-C-H let us use her powerstation card and Bangsal and I went off to the karaoke room =))

hehehehe..... :)) That's all I can say about the singing :)) :D The people working there kept on looking at us...and were smiling o_o they were so creepy! :(( ... maybe it's because we were being weird :Dhehe. anyway after that we saw Jelo and Jet and Jessie ran off and we played hide and seek in Fully Booked. I dunno what was the hiding for but it was fun :)).

Anyway, we eventually found her and went to get the free starbucks :D :P hehe. and walked around then picked up nadine. We coudn't watch Enchanted sadly cause we were too late and it was full according to my mom. So we watched the Mr...something thingy... right... =I then I had to leave early =(( aww...oh well it was fun.

But obviously two certain people had the most fun from this experience. ;) haha. I'm so happy for you two :P Wish you the best :)

Jelo: Take care of her ok. =)
Jessie: Take care of him too. =))

Seriously though. :P

oh I'm sad and I don't know why...:( haha. lalang. anyway going to look for LJ icons. hopefully I find some new ones :D later :p